I have started working after a very long break. I am back now to a life which I have already lived. Same city, same traffic, same pollution, same working hours! However, this time, its taking a huge toll on me. I have managed a professional life for 5 years and nothing has changed so far. Henc, am wondering why am I not able to still adapt to the change. I realize that earlier when I started working, I was very young, a fresher straight out of college and had loadz of energy and zeal. I do have the zeal now as well, but, it has been seasoned. It is not raw anymore. I have a lovely job, a lovely home, some good old friends to hang out with, yet, there is something missing. I somehow feel very hollow. It’s not that I am not happy, but, still, I am not sure what I am waiting for. Its not a desperate situation, its not a need for someone, its not a desire to do something, but, strangely, am not sure what I am waiting for. This starky feeling comes every single minute, and maybe , this is the only reason why I am still not used to the new change. I wonder what it is , I need to know, coz I wanna feel complete, impeccable! I wanna express every emotion from within. A smile curves my face very easily, but, dunno, I feel the sparks missing!!
Need to find a solution soon..else, will end up in the wrong direction!
Ek ajeeb si kashish hai, sab kuch hai, fir bhi kuch nahin, itne saare dost hai fir bhi koi nahin..kya hai yeh! Kyun hai yeh!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
The Gorgeous me!
How many times have we felt like not talking to someone coz they are better than us? How many times have we stepped back coz we do not think high of ourselves? How many times have we shed a tear coz someone said some bitter truth about us and it hit us very badly?
There are many times when we feel low, miserable, disgusted, and what not just because we lack confidence in ourselves. It could be because we are not very intelligent, or maybe because we are constantly being compared to someone better or simply because we always want to be someone else!
It’s all about what you think! Over the years, I have been going through this phase of trying to be better than someone else or just working hard towards not being “me”! I would waste days together feeling lonely and cribbing about all the not so important things around me. Eventually I realized many things and things which I know for sure, will never bring a frown or put me in doldrums.
I would like to bring to light here specifically, the “Looks” factor. I come with average looks, an ok complexion and am on the heavier side. I would always compare myself to people who are pretty or slim or feel inferior to people who are tall and look great. Alas, I failed to see and recognize my inner beauty. Ultimately, what matters is this. The outer appearance changes as you age, but the inner beauty only gets more prettier, more groomed, more graceful, as the age grows. No matter how you look, just be confident about yourself. Someone does not talk to you because of your looks or just ignores you, don’t retaliate, don’t feel low, rather, walk past them. Look beyond. Make them realize that you indeed are the most gorgeous person they have ever met, coz, your heart is worth a million beautiful faces! Do not compare, rather, see what your potential is and bring the best out. Of course, work and do everything that you can to look better physically, never give up on that, however, do not forget that what lasts is simply “YOU”! If you end up looking great, don’t overdo it with pride. Nurture yourself, to ensure, that people around are happy to see through your eyes, into your heart. Ensure, that even if you are plain and simple like an Oyster, deep down lies a beautiful radiant pearl! Age grows, wrinkles start creeping…these wrinkles should be the sign of the real you, they should be the sign of a seasoned life!!
Believe in yourself, coz, you are perfect the way you are!!! Let people like you for what you are, and not for what you can be to their eyes. You want to change, change for yourself, but not at the cost of others!
So, am all set to be the most gorgeous one ever!! I feel good to feel it!!
There are many times when we feel low, miserable, disgusted, and what not just because we lack confidence in ourselves. It could be because we are not very intelligent, or maybe because we are constantly being compared to someone better or simply because we always want to be someone else!
It’s all about what you think! Over the years, I have been going through this phase of trying to be better than someone else or just working hard towards not being “me”! I would waste days together feeling lonely and cribbing about all the not so important things around me. Eventually I realized many things and things which I know for sure, will never bring a frown or put me in doldrums.
I would like to bring to light here specifically, the “Looks” factor. I come with average looks, an ok complexion and am on the heavier side. I would always compare myself to people who are pretty or slim or feel inferior to people who are tall and look great. Alas, I failed to see and recognize my inner beauty. Ultimately, what matters is this. The outer appearance changes as you age, but the inner beauty only gets more prettier, more groomed, more graceful, as the age grows. No matter how you look, just be confident about yourself. Someone does not talk to you because of your looks or just ignores you, don’t retaliate, don’t feel low, rather, walk past them. Look beyond. Make them realize that you indeed are the most gorgeous person they have ever met, coz, your heart is worth a million beautiful faces! Do not compare, rather, see what your potential is and bring the best out. Of course, work and do everything that you can to look better physically, never give up on that, however, do not forget that what lasts is simply “YOU”! If you end up looking great, don’t overdo it with pride. Nurture yourself, to ensure, that people around are happy to see through your eyes, into your heart. Ensure, that even if you are plain and simple like an Oyster, deep down lies a beautiful radiant pearl! Age grows, wrinkles start creeping…these wrinkles should be the sign of the real you, they should be the sign of a seasoned life!!
Believe in yourself, coz, you are perfect the way you are!!! Let people like you for what you are, and not for what you can be to their eyes. You want to change, change for yourself, but not at the cost of others!
So, am all set to be the most gorgeous one ever!! I feel good to feel it!!
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