Risk, Life, Meaning!

All of us have certain events designed in our sub conscious mind. And sometimes we organise our life to ensure the events designed are perfect and our life is tuned for teh designs to work. I had designed such models in my head when I started my professional life. I always aimed more than I could achieve. The results were awesome. But then came a time, where I woke up each day thinking, "I do not want to live life this way". Everytime I closed my eyes in the night I felt "I wish I had magical powers"! I somehow did not believe I felt this way coz I always thought life had its phases. Sometimes they can be great, good and sometimes they can be so bad. I would convince myself, bad times don't last long. It will be fine. I went on this way for more than a year. Then comes the end of the longanimity of life. There comes the day where you just cannot push it further. I realised I had not been smiling. I realised the precious moments of my life were just ravaged with stupid philosophies of "Phase of Life"!! I realised, I wanted to sleep peacefully. I realised I wanted to be happy. I realised I wanted to spread my happiness and not get a shoulder to cry. I realised that it is now or never. I decided to take the risk of my life. I went against my policy of "Independent Strong Woman" to just a "Strong Woman". I QUIT MY JOB. I have 'n' number of people telling me , "You shouldn't have, till you find another job", "How are you going to manage financially", "You will be dependendt now", "You will get frustrated" and blah blah! But I told them all, I want to live a life of respect. I want to be rich. I want to be sucessful. I want to be happy. I want to have a sound sleep. If I spend the 9 hours of my day in a job that I do not like, the rest of my day gets fucked up. I want to do something which just not gives me the monetary benefits but also makes me sit back and appreciate the small wonders of life! There is nothing called a low phase. Take the risk, there will be only a one thing in life. Satisfaction which will lead to Happiness.

So here I am today, with absolute no regrets of having quit a job in todays world without having another one. I have taken the step of giving my life a nice design and draft. The colours of success will be filled eventually. My life is going to beautiful!!!

Take a risk!! You will not regret! :)