Love : Not everyone is Lucky!

Love happens to everyone sometime or the other! When it happens, one looks more beautiful than ever, the world seems wonderful, people around seem the best, everything just seems so picture perfect! At times, this dream of love is broken, not because you want to break it but the one you are in love doesn't want you!! Because, he was never in love with you as much as you were, he never wished you would grow old with him, he never dreamt of spending the life with you, he never wanted to wake up everymorning with you beside him, he never wished he would do things to make you happy...these are the things only you wished, only you dreamt, only you cared for! And when you try to hold on to such a person and one fine day you know you have to let go, you actually feel what is called "Pain"! This is the "Pain" you would have never encountered in life unless you have loved someone so truly! This is a "pain" which does not allow you to enjoy the moments, this is the "pain" which makes you quiet, makes yoiu feel miserable, makes you feel that everything in this world has come to an end... This is the "Pain" that makes you feel that there can never be a person whom you can ever love again, this is the "Pain" which makes you believe that there is nothing called "Love", this is the "Pain" which makes you feel that everyone who is genuinely interested in you or loves you is there just for sympathy, this is the "Pain" which will ultimately only give "Pain" to all those who actually "Love" you! Life just seems to have stopped because of a failure in your first true love!

To all those who claim are in love , give it an end, marry the person you love, mean the world to them!! Let no one feel the "Pain" of a lost love!

Nature at its Best

Nature at times is just so beautiful, theres no greater feeling than sitting on a bean bag, leeting the cold breeze brush against you, listening to "Man ki lagan" on radio, sipping on "mum made Adrak chai"!!!! Bliss!!! Yummmmmmmm!!! And last but not the least blogging with all this in the head. Today is just one of the best days with Mysore weather being so cozy and serene. Wet roads, wet trees, they look so beautiful!!! I wish I never had to work, I wish The weather always remained the same, I wish I had enough money to spend atleast 6 months just backpacking!! wow!! I wish my wish is answered!!! Now will jus get back to my dreamland!!!

Baby : A gift! A Boon!

I sometimes wonder how one life can give life to another life? How a combined effort of a man and a woman so deeply in love can create another life! This is exactly what I saw in the last few months! I believe being a "Mother" is the biggest gift a Woman can be blessed with! One feels the growth of an egg into a full fledged human,a human which is just a Baby , a small little thing breathing just like us, seeing just like us, but so small that one would tremble before taking him into Ur arms!
This is exactly what i felt when I took "Kayan" in my hands for the first time. i trembled but at the same time felt a different warmth, felt like that was the most happiest moment of my life, a moment which no matter how many words I put it in cannot be described!! Kayan is my nephew who is just 17 days old and right now means the world to me. I feel so good holding Kayan, wonder how I would feel when I would be a mom!I pity those ladies in this world who fall a prey to sadistic things and then decide on things like "Abortion". Killing a small life is the biggest sin a woman can ever co and a man who would put a woman in such a situation is even more a bigger sinner. God would never forgive such sins. Wake up, women! Being a mum, feeling the warmth of holding your own blood, your own baby is the est thing anyone can ask for!! I am realllyyyyyyy happy I am a Woman and just can't wait for my day of being a mum!

Dream On!!!

Dreams are a very very essential part of our life!! Its dreams that take us to what we are in life. I just love dreaming and I feel dream is always running ahead of me. To catch the dream, feel it , live it and achieve it is the task and if you accomplish it, it is a Miracle. I wonder,how many in this world really dream big, dream and live for their dreams? I have come across people who dream, but are too scared or vulnerable to work towards them. Right now I am dreaming that I am soon going to be a big star, not a bollywoood star though; but a star whom many around me will look up to!! Preceisely, I am dreaming of the success that I wanna achieve professionally towards which I have been working very hard since a few days. I am also dremaing of the heights I want to reach in Creativity. I will work hard, very hard to see that one day where I could say to myself, I dreamt, I worked and I conquered!!! Life is beautiful, dare to dream and care to achieve it!!Dream on, thts life, dream on...!!

Weeekkkkeeennnddsss

I always wonder how I am so addicted to weekends. I never knew the concept of a weekend in school or college. That makes it around 21 years of my life. However, am so used to "weekends" since the last 4 years, that I just cant imagine life without one. Weekends are the days when you can actually do things which you can't on weekdays! ;) Well, to be more precise, you can sleep more, you don't have to see your FU@#$%& BOSS, you can do shopping and what not...!!! Ohhhhhh... Weekend is the best thing that can happen to anyone!!!

Alrighty... me off for another great weekend in mysore and looking forward for a lot of things this weekend. Drive me crazy, dear passion!!

AUTO WALLAS!!

Today was just another boring day at work until I encountered some problems with the Microsoft Excdel spreadsheet. No matter what, I shoud say and I am sure you all agree that Excel is one of the best tools anyone has come across. The amount of stuff that it allows you to automate is beyond expalnation. So the rest of my bad day at work wnet good as I got totally engrossed with the formulaes in excel and finally was satisfied as I got the result I wanted in the simplest of forms, just with one formula!!! Kudos!
Then came the thing that I hate the most. Travelling by an auto in Bangalore is one of the worst things anyone can do or think of. It is better to even go by a bullock cart but one should always avoid autos for a number of reasons: The drivers have no decency, they stare at girls whther they are in burkhas or in jeans, they decide the rate that they want as they do not believe in meters, they will take you to your destination if they want to go there els eits a NO NO, if not this, they would ask for prices beyond Rs 100 even if by meter the amount would come upto Rs 50, meter bhi daalenge but they would ask Rs 20 as extra apart from the meter. And the worst thing is their meter is never right, some tuning is always done to them!!

I can go on and on about autois and auto wallas!! I just hate them!! well... our buses are much better!!

Thats it for now, too damn sleepy need to wake up very early and ride my bike in the chilling weather of Bangalore! Heard its 13 degress celsius today...oh man!!!

Kudos
Karishma!

A Good Thought!

Life can be lived in only two ways:

Life of Meaning: Work hard with just one goal in life and work each day to reach that. One forgets the small moments of happiness, one slogs and works very hard just to reach that goal, age goes by and you realise you are older than your age. But yes, the hard work, the sacrifices, the small moments of happiness forgone all pay back, coz the goal has been accomplished. However, age goes by but you have all that you always wnated to!! This is living a life of meaning, a life which has happiness , lots of it but after a lot of firmness and struggle!

Life of Happiness: Work hard with goals which keep changing with time and circumstances!! However, one would find alternatives to be happy as the goal you worked for could not be accomplished due to XYZ reasons!! One would find happiness every second and would laugh it out each moment just thinking like its the last moment of their life and if not for now, then never, so lets just forget about all the worries and live life! This is called living life of Happiness, a life which has lot of confusion, lot of ambiguity yet loadz of happiness for the moment!!

But, if one learns to balance these two lives, they are worth the inspirations and worth teh appreciations!!

I am still figuring out the life I am living!! ;)

Cheers
Karishma