How Much can One Love!!!!????

Everyone falls in love at least once in a life time! Here, am not talking about loving family or friends...but that one true love that happens at least once with everyone...
For some lucky people it happens again and again..or they tend to realise that their true love is the current one and the previous one was never “the” one...;)
However, for some people it happens just once...the person is matured enough to know that it is the love of their life...and they just go with the flow. But, then comes a storm. The true love fades away...and what remains is just an incomplete love story. First love is incomplete!!! Now, apparently, this one blow, remains as a scar forever. As times goes by, you tend to meet many more worthy people , people who love you like crazy but, you are so hurt or so stuck with your first love that you fail to recognise that. You start comparing the present with the past. You are not satisfied. You say a NO. Or, you do not have the courage to go ahead again, and you tell the person that it is better you remain friends..which is never possible for the opposite. You do this coz you do not have the strength to face the failure again, you do this coz you do not want to dream again, you do this coz you do not wanna see tears again, you do this coz you cannot take the pain again...!!! So you decide to never fall in love again...!!!
One life, but one failure makes you take these decisions (which appear so trivial later) for the good years of your life and you do not realise that you end up losing a lot!!! All this comes back as sheer pictures in the later part of your empty life...!! Trust me!!
Sometimes, inspite of stopping yourself, for years together and being firm that LOVE will not happen again, ever, it happens!! You are too scared to accept it. You are too sceptical. You try and do everything that takes you to the opposite directions. But, LOVE, itself is so strong, that you just get carried away. The person ends up being everything you ever wished for. All the time that you are with the person, you never realise anything, coz you have a mental block of not going through Love again...but, it just happens..! Again, there’s a new ray of hope..again, you see a rainbow..again, life becomes more beautiful than before and everything around you is simply tantalising...!!!
Alas, this time when you connote this, it so happens that this ends up being your love story but not the opposite. This Love means the world to you but may not be the same on the other end. This time, you have already made tons of sketches of your love story, but, apparently, there are no colours to these...it never started!! This time theres NO ONE to blame. You cannot force someone to be your world!!!
Again, you get blue funked, again you only see sunsets, again, you feel so empty!!! This time the pain gets worse, coz, this time, you have no one to blame, this time, you saw, you began, you have to end! The end is difficult, coz, its so difficult to curb a feleing, a feeling so strong, a feeling which kept blooming for years together inspite of your strength to hold on, to not dive, and now theres no way out!!! It feels like Life has collided with death and just fallen apart...these piece of an incomplete love again are there to keep you alive, but they can never get back together to live life!!!
How much can one Love!!?? Is it possible to ever Love again?? Maybe, yes, but mostly NO. You just begin accepting anything and everything that will come your way after this. No life...no feelings..nothing!!! Bejaan....how much can one love!!!??